hello!! (: i'm back!
just a lil while! i am gonna post about the day before the most awesome-est day ever!
tomorrow I'M GOING FOR MAMA AWARDS~
~~~~ OMGGGGGGGGGGG ~~~
SUPER JUNIOR . GIRLS GENERATION . MISS A . B2ST . FTISLAND . &MANYMANYMORE!
i seriously cant believe i'm going for it!
I AM GOING TO SEE KYUHYUN! O.M.G.
I WAITED FREAKIN' 2 YEARS TO SEE HIM REAL LIFE! & THE DAY IS TOMORROW.
why do i feel not as excited as i should be? :/ KYU~~ <3

there's still school tomorrow before mama then i'm heading there with Amelia~ ^ ^
AWESOME! ;D
i am just gonna bring my snsd cap! ;P dont care if i wear it or not~ heheheh!!
its already 115AM and i'm totally NOT TIRED! anyway tomorrow lesson's at 12pm. so i guess i wake up at 10am should be okay (:
YAYYYYYY!! ;)

oh today i just did a cover with nicole - Be My Baby by WG ! although i am not a HUGE fan of WG but this song is cute & bouncy hahah! xD it was so fun doing a cover outta it! I doubt we'll win the contest though! but it was fun! and i had to say our cover is NOT BAD~~
okay i should head the sack NOW. :D for energy tomorrow heehee! BYEEE~ ANNYEONG!

MY BF~ xP CHAJAYOO~

freak out this week with my freakin disgusting rashes breakout!! :(:(
i seriously wonder what i am allergic to!! :( wth.
it ruined my week! I wanted to go out to dance tmw... RAWRRRR.
whywhywhy! and its not getting better!
today's 11/11/11 and i have nothing to wish for, nothing to be happy about, nothing to do except sh*t hwk.
there's this speech thingy thats really stressing me out alot... and POM ica1...
all i know is ... I GOTTA DO WELL. I GOTTA GET BETTER GPA. I GOTTA START EARLIER. I GOTTA ...
:( and now i just feel like i am in the dump, so deep no one could understand how i feel.
being sick, tired, drained, frustrated, flustered, disgusted ... and now i'm annoyed, cant stand the sight of the rash and its itchiness. my face is red and itchy.. its been ages since i've caught a rash so i am ttly not used to this.
sorry for ranting! can't help it. oh crap now it's all over the back of my hands.
OH CRAP.
SIANNN!!! =.=

okay i still gotta finish my work. #sadlife

~if you are not by my side,
           then who will be?~

HELLO AGAIN~! (:

i think i am talking to myself again... no one comes to my blog so i can just talk crap to myself here. thats a good thing.

anyway, just now i was spending time watching videos on hair and makeup tutorials! although i am not so into makeup ( i don't even have a proper makeup set..) but its fun watching others do tutorials and they look real pretty after that. I mean i am not that vain or i need must want makeup kinda girl. well at least i hope i don't put makeup to school next time. NATURAL = BEAUTY! (:

however i was really inspired by many hair tutorials! (: i really wanted to try it on my own hair! sighh!! if only my hair were longer or i didnt cut my hair! :// well no point saying since my hair is short already.
I especially love the fishtail/french plaits!! :D so beautiful! i am so gonna try it when my hair grows much longer!
oh i really hope my parents would allow me to dye my hair! i want my hair to be black and streaked light brown! ( well at least thats the colour i really want to have right now.) I think its so cool if i could try many different hair styles and colours. usually i am not the kind of person to try new stuff but this i got to! (:

oh i was also thinking of my wishlist yesterday cos' i was bored of doing homework. :P
what i really want at the moment is a IPOD TOUCH! ^ ^ but i checked out the apple store website and its selling for $288 for 32GB. :( to me, i really need to save alot for it. my friend told me to just get an iphone. think iphone will be better?? :/

second on my list ~ POLAROID CAMERA! <<- effect kinda cool huh? (:
yeah i asked my couz to find cheaper ones for me. so if i am sharing costs with my sis, i'll probably have to spend... $80? yeah around there. kinda exx huh? there's still films to buy in the long term.

third will be a hair straightener! after watching all those hair tutorials online... i think its so cool to style own hair. so i wanna try to see myself in straight hair for once (my hair's wavy and thick T^T)

well so i hope to save more money!!! :D i gotto really control my spendings ... i really regretted spending so much on a shopping trip with my friend though she spend alot more than me. :< maybe i should save $10 a week ... wait is that even possible?!

hahaha maybe not i guess.
okay i wanna go learn my dance covers now. (:
byeeeee~!!! <3

~ If you want my future,
             Forget my past~  :)

*throws <3333 back~*

i thought that from this heartache, i could escape ....

it is not everyday that you get called in front of a class to do a speech about your favourite book. & i just did that on Wednesday. Honestly, it was nerve-wrecking... seriously. for me that is i guess. Apparently, i'm not feeling that close and attached to my class yet. It has only been one semester anyway. There's still 5 more semester... (:

There's nothing special these days, just normal routines.. do tutorials.. lectures.. eat.. sleep.. bathe.. crap the day away. (lol i really crap alot in school, weirdly crapping with friends really helps to brighten each school day~ xD)

OHOHOH. I'VE FREE STICKY FROM MY SISTER~!!! ;DD COFFEE CRUNCH TOO!  awesome~~
^ ^

Oh I forgot to say... I'VE MAMA TICKETS ALREADY!! I CANT BELIEVE I'M FINALLY GOING TO SEE MY FAVOURITE ARTISTS~!! INFINITE!! SJ!! SNSD!! ;O GREAT~~!!

can't wait! 난 기다릴 수 없어~ ^ ^ 
난 내 SNSD 모자를 쓰고 갈거야.. i think. :P


okay i gtg, byeeeeeee!

my yeol~ *flying kiss!* ;D

enjoy~! ^ ^ = i shall resist and not say more=

heyyya~

school has started already. It has been a week and now i'm onto my second week of school! Well, so far truthfully the module groupings aren't going so well for me. But i'll try to make the best out of it! (:
(hope it isn't written all over my face... )

anyway, the modules for this sem is definitely much more tedious than last sem's. I hope i can cope with it and score better GPA this time. I think the most horrible thing is effective oral communication module! One thing that i am most scared of is talking in front to a group of people. It'll be alright if i knew the people well but NO. :/ I'LL SURVIVE THIS ONCE AGAIN, YES I SURE WILL.

now i am trying to study my microecons but nothing is going into my head =.= like a waste of time only. i would rather dance to 'THE BOYS' right now.

Oh i am planning to enter this competition with nicole to do a the boys cover! ;D so that means i have to learn it QUICK!! :/ its so fun learning dances i am interested in. Somehow i regret not continuing SA but i know i couldn't cope with whatever they're teaching. esp jazz... i truly suck at it.

It feels like i am questioning myself.. do i really know how to dance? that talent? you sure? maybe you don't.
- confused... 10000%. -

I PROMISE I'LL STUDY REALLY HARD THIS SEMESTER!! & do well for my projects! i need to raise my GPA... :(

OHOHOH. I'M GOING TO SNSD CONCERT!! BUT I SERIOUSLY HOPE SOMEONE WOULDN'T DISAPPOINT ME AGAIN. ^ ^ eggcited just by the thought of it all..~~ *drifting into dreamland*

I have to seriously SAVE $$$ :/ snsd concert $218 liao. (but i really feel like going for 168.. xP) this is the feeling of no money. i also wanna get a POLAROID!! :D that'll probably cost ard 80 if i share with my sis... & my korea trip! SIGHHHH. I NEED TO WORK. lets wait till the holidays thn... for now, STUDY!

okay gotta get back into econs. annyeong!! ;)

I'M NOT READY FOR SCHOOL!!! T^T

WHYWHWYWHWYWHWYWHWY.
holiday is ending! :( i can't believe it. why does it seem like yesterday that my exams just ended and i'm enjoying the time of my life stoning at home and watching kpop videos, :'(
well i have to face it! :( and i just saw my sem 2 timetable. omg. disaster. hahahah!

this post is gonna be short, not because there's nothing to say but too much to say.

one word : GONE.

(:

= when you have the passion, you can sure endure it. but when your passion just leaves you, there's no reason to stay =